Join Date: Jan 2008
Posts: 1
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"Fed" Up.
ahhhh...ok so i'm not really fat or obese at all but am not where i should be...i'm 5'5, range between 126-132...i say again and again that i want to for once have a great body (especially now since i have like 6 months til summer!) but somehow always fail...for awhile i did what me and my sister called "1000 cal diet" and it worked amazing..but i let myself go back to eating...a lot...i play soccer in the fall and run track in the spring but in the winter when i don't work out as much as i do during sports seasons i still eat more and just get fat and unbearable.
i lie to myself a lot and will say that oh since i'm 126 and doing good i can eat something then i can't stop at one thing...i know with my habits i'll end up fat when i'm older! my metabolism can't last much longer! 
see i know my problems but annoy myself to death by not fixing it !! i don't eat as healthy as i should but then again i'm not all junk food--but sugar is my downfall way before like chips and fast food and that kind of fat...
i know how bad i want to not be self-concious in a swim suit but its like obviously not bad enough to truly do something about it.
i need a new motivation, i've been through my sisters approaching wedding, spring break, summer, boyfriend, friends...helppp!!!
sorry if this was extremely repetitive or a similar topic has already been discussed.
oh and i do usually record my calorie intake.
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