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Hi all Im new. Ive decided to join because i've tried everything when it comes to dieting, i suceed for a little while then i fall off and binge my way back up...i think it is more to do with my mindset more than anything :// here goes:

Stats:
Age: 19
Height: 5'4
Sex: Female
Weight: 159Lbs
Mood: Self Loathing...

7th-17th - fasted, ate nothing at all, lost 8Kgs, was so happy too =(

18th april 08

I HATE MYSELF
i binged on loads of bread and chinese today:@ i truly hate myself....iv done so well up until now and i was seeing a weight difference, grrrrrrrr

19th april 08

woke up with good intentions of getting back on the diet wagon....fat chance! had 2 pieces of toast, but didnt stop there, then had 2 big bread rolls with crisps n crap on! I really do despise myself....i considerd puking it all up....but i feel too lazy to do even that!!:@

i hate myself i hate my body i feel like crying all the time lately! i have an amazing boyfriend who i have been with close on a year now and he keeps me sane! i love him dearly...he loves me the way i am but also says id look amazing if i could get down to my goal weight...i'd love to look sexy for him but i dont think i ever will cos im a useless human being! i cant even stick to a normal diet, what is wrong with me????!!!!!

iv tried every diet going and nothing works,NOTHING....well its works for the first few weeks then i give up =[ and end up putting on more than i started with :@

I've done:
Eating Healthily & Taking alot of exercise
Diet Pills
Starvation
Getting Sick
Chewing everything to liquid

but i always binge =(

I'm gonna keep you all up to date on how i do in the next few days....im gonna keep a food diary on here i hope u dont mind! it'll help me with regards to eating when im hungry not when im bored

I just want to say, dont do any starvation diets b/c they dont work, iv learnt the hard way - all i want to be is thin..not anoreic thin just happy and stuff :/ dont think i ever will be..but i cant accept the fact im chubby

04-19-2008, 09:14 AM	#1 (permalink)
charlie DD Beginner Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 1	Depressed/Help! Hi all Im new. Ive decided to join because i've tried everything when it comes to dieting, i suceed for a little while then i fall off and binge my way back up...i think it is more to do with my mindset more than anything :// here goes: Stats: Age: 19 Height: 5'4 Sex: Female Weight: 159Lbs Mood: Self Loathing... 7th-17th - fasted, ate nothing at all, lost 8Kgs, was so happy too =( 18th april 08 I HATE MYSELF i binged on loads of bread and chinese today:@ i truly hate myself....iv done so well up until now and i was seeing a weight difference, grrrrrrrr 19th april 08 woke up with good intentions of getting back on the diet wagon....fat chance! had 2 pieces of toast, but didnt stop there, then had 2 big bread rolls with crisps n crap on! I really do despise myself....i considerd puking it all up....but i feel too lazy to do even that!!:@ i hate myself i hate my body i feel like crying all the time lately! i have an amazing boyfriend who i have been with close on a year now and he keeps me sane! i love him dearly...he loves me the way i am but also says id look amazing if i could get down to my goal weight...i'd love to look sexy for him but i dont think i ever will cos im a useless human being! i cant even stick to a normal diet, what is wrong with me????!!!!! iv tried every diet going and nothing works,NOTHING....well its works for the first few weeks then i give up =[ and end up putting on more than i started with :@ I've done: Eating Healthily & Taking alot of exercise Diet Pills Starvation Getting Sick Chewing everything to liquid but i always binge =( I'm gonna keep you all up to date on how i do in the next few days....im gonna keep a food diary on here i hope u dont mind! it'll help me with regards to eating when im hungry not when im bored I just want to say, dont do any starvation diets b/c they dont work, iv learnt the hard way - all i want to be is thin..not anoreic thin just happy and stuff :/ dont think i ever will be..but i cant accept the fact im chubby xx