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Let's see, this rant is going to take me about 15 minutes so it may be a bit long. I'm new here.
Well, I think i've finally figured out why i'm addicted to food. All my life food has been ranked highest on the priority list, even when I was a little baby. I'm 16 years old, 5'10 and I weigh 250 lbs. I am in bad health, risking diabetes if I don't already have it.
It was always about food, to my parents(mom, grandpa, grandama) food was always the most important thing. If you werent full, of the most calarie-filled food available, something was wrong. my grandparents grew up with barely any food. They were poor. So I think that when they grew up and started making money they loved to indulge extra due to missing out in their childhoods. They in turn placed that habit onto their children, and I inturn recieved that habit.
I always eat. I eat when i'm bored, I used to eat when I was sad., (that one is slowly creeping back to me,and is still there), I eat when i'm not full. It was how I was raised. I also eat whatever I want - was raised that way too. It became repetitive. And I didnt gain much healthy food in my arsenal, either. Little to none.
I also grew up from a little baby with 'exsorsize' being put EXTREMELY low on the priority list. This has stuck with me to this day too, but i'm finally beating it and exsosizing regularly.
When I become a parent, I vow to excersize with my baby every day until he's old enough and mentally capable to do it himself. And our house will be full of healthy food.
I'm finally on the serious track of losing weight, and it's coming off. It's been hard.
- Anonymous
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